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Trillian Pro

I have been running Trillian Pro for the past few days. That means I can be contacted via AOL IM, MSN Messenger, Yahoo Messenger and ICQ. I may have forgot one or two. I must say that everyone has been very nice. Sometimes I get demand made on me.. "stand up", "show your cock", "show your butt" and stuff like that..but everyone is being very nice. I am not sure why the change.
I have had a number of old friends contact me. Some to ask if I was sending video. They could not find me on CameraWare.
I have had some new people contact me.

I am setting up a web page for a friend. It is a lot of work. If you want to have a webcam online.. Maybe I could help you.

I talked with Roger tonight for a couple of hours. We talk about computers, politics and stuff like that..

Russ has been very good. I am not sure I would be in such a good mood if I could not eat solid food. I walked up to KFC and Sonic and got him something. Then later I went up to the store and got a few items for him.
Darlene was in a fair mood today. She has been under a lot of stress and does not handle it well. She has been taking it out on me. At least that is the way I see it. She might not see it that way.
Jimmy has been sleeping for..God I do not know how many hours.. I would say.. at least 15 hours. I went and checked on him. He is OK. I think maybe he is up now.

On Monday October 20th LaDawna and her husband will here to visit. I think it has been 5 or 6 years. I am only 62 years of age but I can not wonder if maybe this will be the last time I see them.. I never had that feeling before.
On the 23rd Darlene will close on the house. On the 24th Russ will go to the doctor. I do not think it is a major thing, at this point, but Russ is not going to like getting an IV.
I think LaDawna and her husband are going to want to see the house in Hillsboro. So I expect they will go down with Darlene and check it out.
LaDawna is going to stay and leave late on Friday so that she can be here for Russ going to the doctor.

I attempted to set up a private members only blog.. but TypePad does not seem to offer it. I may have to go to MT for a private blog.

Russell on Liquid Diet

Darlene and Russell (15 year old grandson) came back from the doctor. The news was not good. Russell has almost no jaw. The doctor, an oral surgeon, has only seen one case like this before...Russell has almost no jaw. He can not crew any food and must be on a liquid diet until the jaw rebuilds ...if it does...
He has a cyst. The doctor does not think it is cancer. On Friday he is going to put Russ to sleep and drain the cyst and test it. That is going to cost $1300.00 and Darlene is going to put it on her credit card. Russell has not insurance.
Russ can not risk breaking his jaw..no sports..nothing but a liquid diet. If the cyst thing works out OK maybe he jaw will rebuild on it's own over months. Russ has to make sure he does not lose weight. He is at 123 with his shoes on.
If there is a problem with the cyst or if it is something else. They will have to remove the jaw and take a bone from his hip.
That would cost a lot of money.. We do not have that money... But we will worry about that later.

Darlene was crying.. She is in that mood ..anyway... I hope this extra stress ...well ...
Hilary also was crying when he was told...
Russell.. seems to be taking it very well. He, in the past, has made a big deal out of shot or a small cut or a bit of minor pain. Right now he is being very good about everything.

I told Jimmy about it.

Maybe this will bring the family...closer.. Darlene does not do well with the stress.. I hope she does not start to blame people (like Hilary, Russ's mom).
Also Hilary has very low self esteem.. and I suspect suffers from depression.. She blames herself for every problem..she does not need more blame put on her.

My daughter LaDawna and her husband will be here on Monday or Tuesday for a visit. We have not seen them for about 5 years. They maybe coming at a good time.

I am going to do some surfing of the Internet to see what I can find out about liquid diets. I do not think that is going to be a major problem right now.. But.. it maybe a bigger problem than I think..
I love to eat..And I do not know how I could get by without a BigMac.

Darlene is trying to find something for Russ to eat right now. We are going to have to get a blender.

DNS2GO Service

I have used the DNS2GO dynamic DNS service to go for many years. I see now that they have a blog called Name Your Space.
How it works for me...is like this .. I stream video, and sometimes audio, and for the link to click you have to put in your IP number. Well the IP number will change. With the dynamic DNS service you just put in a url that remains the same...say: http://howard1982.dns2go.com:8080
The "8080" is a port number so that would depend on what your doing. But you can see that it is more easy to work with a web page and HTML if you do not have to put in the IP number each time and go and change it when it changes.
So the DNS2GO service is worth the money. I guess you can do other things with it. I have never got into those things. Maybe I should check them out.

Extra Week Until We Close

Tomorrow I have to go to the post office for Dar. Russ will go to the doctor.

Well Darlene will not close on the house for a week. So it is going to be Thursday or Friday of next week.

That ferry accident was bad. Interesting that the ferry's master went home and attempted suicide. I guess that will be interesting to see what that was all about.

Well China made it to space with a manned spacecraft. That is interesting..... If we did not have this war going on in Iraq it would be bigger news. I heard on TV that they plan to put up a station station of their own and a base on the moon.

Lost Billfold

Hilary found out that she lost her billfold. When she got beat up that night..she took all of her stuff from her locker and left...and she was walking out thru the bar ...stuff was falling on the floor.. She must have lost it then. So she has lost all her IDs and stuff like that...
I do not know how many times that Hilary has lost her billfold. She can not seem to keep from losing her billfold and keys.

I had a "fan" make a donation of $150.00 via PayPal. The first time I said "fan" in front my my grandson he laughed. The other day he mentioned something about my fans. Smile.

I have been running the IM programs. So far no major problems. I had a 42 year old guy bugging me to show him my cock. He went away after a bit. That seems to be the problem with webcams. Some people think that webcam means web porn cam. Just as some people think if your a nudist that your a pervert.
There is no way to over come it.. Just have to put up with it.

I did have someone contact me from Holland. He found my site from a download from Kazza or what ever that site is..were you can share programs and files. I suspect it was a nude photo of me. It does not matter to me. I just want visitors to the sites. I guess I do not care what brings them to the site.
I wonder if I should care. Maybe my standards are too low or something. I just don't think anything is important except family, good health and being happy. Some people get all upset over things. I am not that way... if someone wants to cut ahead of me on the road or in line..well let them..I will just move back...hell...no big deal.. I guess I just am not a real Texan.

Oral Surgeon for Russ

Darlene and Russell made it home OK. Russ has a wisdom tooth or teeth coming in ...and he has to see an Oral Surgeon on Thursday. Just that visit will cost $85.00 when you go thru the door. So it is going to cost more than that... I don't have the money and he does not have insurance so Darlene will be paying.
Well the kid that came over here and got the 29 gallon tank contacted me on AOL IM (my user name is "n0uwy") and said that he and his girl friend had set it up and it looked good.
Hilary is still hurting. I guess it is mostly her back. Those four girls did a number on her. At least one of them was kicking her in the back.
Darlene was not all upset about the post office. I will go tomorrow. Then Russ has to the doctor on Thursday. So I guess I will go to the post office on that day. The doctor for Russ is right across the street from the post office. Not sure we are saving any money. Well I guess we will..If the cab goes direct back home. We will see.
I will walk home that day or stay there and ride back with the cab when Dar and Russ return.

Columbus Day

The cab got here and picked us up. The cab took Dar and Russ to the doctor. Then took me across the street to the post office. I said.. "Good very few people here today." I took some of the mail inside and then saw that it was Columbus Day and the post office was closed.
So I had the cab take me home. Then I had to try and get the stuff ready for the kid, well 19, that was coming over. He got here with his dad. Both of them seemed very nice. But they had to help me get the fish and water out of the 29 gallon tank.
After we got that done.. I sent them on their way with two 29 gallon tanks, a 5 gallon tank and a 2 1/2 gallon tank. Plus I gave the kid a webcam, an old computer, some computer parts and other stuff. That should keep him busy.

Darlene is going to be very upset that the mail did not go out today. Also the normal cab driver could not pick her up and so I am not sure.. Just.. what the entire out come and cost of that is going to be.... I paid the cab driver $20.00 for the first trip. Tomorrow I will have to go to the post office again.

Like I said.. I think Darlene is going to be very upset. Right now...She and Russ should be at Wal-Mart. When she goes to Wal-Mart she spends hours and hours. She would buy a great deal..but since we are moving ...not sure what she will buy ... She may try and find boxes for moving.

I am tired. I would like to take a nap.. But I better stay up.. Dar will need help to get back into the house. I bet she will be tired. She does not get out very often and it is hard for her to get around.

Bye Bye Fish

Today is going to be a busy day for me. At 2:30 pm a cab is going to come and pick up Darlene, Russell and me. The cab will drop me at the post office and then go across the street from the post office and drop off Darlene and Russell. He has been having some tooth pain, well I guess gum pain.
I think I will walk home. Dar will call the cab back to her and Russ to Wal-Mart. Then she will spend about two hours there and then have the cab bring her home.

Now on top of that.. I met a nice kid, well he is 19, online. He is into radio and computers. He wants to become a ham. I am going to give him some old computer stuff and I am going to give him all my fish stuff (so he is getting two 29 gallon tanks, one 2 1/2 gallon tank). His dad is going to bring him over at about 7 pm. So I have to get all the water out of the fish tank and get the fish into bags. I have to round up all the computer stuff and have everything ready to go.
He is getting a good deal. Well ..he is getting it all for free.. I am getting rid of those tanks and fish so I don't have to move them. But it is going to be a lot of work. Of course..not as much work...as it would be to tear down the tank and then have to move it 60 miles and set it back up before the fish died. I have done that sort of thing before....one time.. moved about 40 ten gallon tanks and some larger sizes and set them back up right away. My wife and I used to own a tropical fish shop.

I am not looking forward to tearing down the tank. The fish will get a good home.

It is 75 F (24C) degrees here in Dallas right now. It is going to hit 81 today. I think I will be walking home when it is 81 and humidity of over 82%. I do not want to hang around the doctor's office with Russ. Also..Darlene will be saying poor baby and treating him like he is 2 years old (he is 15).
The cab driver lives a few blocks away from here. Maybe he will run me home for free. I sure am not going to pay $10.00 just for a ride home..not when...all this other stuff is going on...

Hilary Got Beat Up

Hilary has been working for a few days at a nude bar. She was one of the dancers. Last night in the locker room a female black dancer told Hilary that she was dancing too fast and making them look bad. Hilary said.. well I dance my way and you dance your way. The black girl started beating Hilary and three other girls joined in and started beating on Hilary. So there were four beating on Hilary.
The boss came in later and said what happened.. and who did it.. He said he would fire them.. Hilary said..no I am going to quit. They were here first and they are just trying to make a living.
Hilary hurt so bad...she said it was hard to drive home.. they did a lot of beating on her back. She has a cut on her leg.